Until recently, we never really enjoyed silence. We felt uncomfortable with the sounds that people usually become accustomed to, but some of us can never. We think it’s because the silence was the sound of loneliness. And the sound of no one needing us.
The silence screamed the truth, up until specific people. We tried to focus our mind on insignificant details so we wouldn’t need to think about the whole idea. We’re really glad we met those people because up until then, silence was the sound of us tapping our pen on the blank paper. And our breath getting short. Or our foot tapping on the wooden floor. And the background music we did not realize was playing until it stopped. Silence was waiting for our phone to light up with any little words.
Thinking of it now, silence was incredibly loud. Something we could never turn off. Now, silence is the trees blowing in the wind. Silence is the cars passing by one by one heading wherever they’re going. Silence is the waves crashing in the shore. Silence is waking up and smiling because of certain people in your life. I guess silence isn’t loneliness anymore. It’s just quiet. It’s just peace. Peace with the world. And peace within ourselves. It just takes a lot to be able to deal with silence.
To be able and sit there. Accept things for what they truly are. Being able to realize difficult things. We shouldn’t be afraid of silence. Because in the end it could help us. It helps us know that we’re going to be okay. That we’re stronger than we think. That not everything can be fixed in a day.
The silence won’t last forever. The way we are feeling at this very second will not last forever. There is only a matter of time until things get better. And we need the right people to help us along the way. The right people who don’t mind sitting in the silence with us.
Written by: Miss Anonymous